lovesME`

2006-11-05T10:09:00.000-08:00

I LOVE MY BOII; BOONWEI.
MY GERFRENS TOO :D

2006-10-23T00:34:00.000-07:00

went to watch DEATH NOTE on friday.
with RUx;JAN;LINJIN (:
'L' was so cuteeeeee ! LOL.
tat show was nice .
rushed back to schh for night study after tat.
hahas. was still late in e end .
ytd was out with my MAID;ATM;BOBYGUARD.
LOL. got mickey&minnie frm e machine.
i got drunk again.
blame liang for tat . hahas .
okaes, i admit im not good with alcohol.
ATM&MAID got me home .
cant even walk properly cans.
they say i was dancin chacha . haas . idiot .
liang drunk more then me but nth happen to him.
i jus took 4 can plus and tats it . haas .
nvm, next time i sure made him drunk.
hehehehehehes! LOL .

Olvl Olvl O lvl Olvl Olvl !
hais . made me go crazy by hearin tat .
i'll be focusin on my ss for e time bein .
MOTIVATION!
my mind jus wasnt up to it .
kept tinkin of somethin else when im suppose to study.
tis cant go on .

i dunchs habb e extra time for all tis childish acts .
im jus gonna ignore it .
(:

I LOVE ALL MY GERFRENS !
ESPECIALLY JAN&RUx (:

2006-10-15T20:27:00.000-07:00

GRADUATION CEREMONY .
13 oct .
i graduated (: hahas.
was so saddening .
hugging and shakin hands with those i knew.
had already tried my best to hold back my tears.
but cant make it .
cant bear to leave e SCHH , my TEACHERS , my FRENS.
could see faces with tears and smiles .
MISS ONG, thnk you! reali . so touched .
i tink you are e only teacher who could make me feel tis way.
im sorry for all those things tat i had done .
i regretted i had not been a good student to you .
but e moment you hugged me ,
i knew everythin i had done was forgiven .
THANK YOU . you will be remembered .
and my frens . i will miss them too.
for those who hated me .
im sorry for any misunderstandin among us .
and for my love ones ,
i reali cant bear to leave a single one of you .
mus stay in contact . no matter wat .
took lots of photos with frens .
wanted to remember every one of them .
a class photo too (:
waitin for ru to upload.
e memories i had in e schh would remain as beautiful .
i thought of those times we had .
how i wish i could go back time .
afterall . wat most impt now ish my Olvl .
its e last lap for all of us .
good luck to all (:

value time for once lost, will neber return.
YOU WILL BE MISSED.

2006-10-07T14:55:00.000-07:00

i rather be dead now .
reali.
if i can choose , jus send me off to hell.
everythin is gettin out of hand .
who can listen to me ?
even if i say ; ppl jus dunchs care .
becos its none of their business .
remain slient ish better for me .
frens knew nth abt my situation .
tat fuckin chairman is tryin to make things difficult for me .
i jus knew he would wan to do tis .
i worked for him so long ; gave in so much .
how could he say all tat ?
the worst still ,
he is now findin trouble for me to get involve with e police .
he want e hell out of me .
i did nth wrong . do wat you wan .
my mum knew abt tis matter .
but isn`t parents suppose to stand by you ?
all they did was to put all e blames on me .
i had enough . i hate to be at home .

ytd nite .
wat happened jus added fire to my current problems.
i noe its my fault .
i shouldn`t be therr .
then all tis would not hab happen.
ok ppl , jus blame it on me alright .
sorry guys , i cause e trouble .
i dunchs wanna see you ppl get hurt .
i dunchs wan anythin to happen to both sides .

O`s is gettin near .
i wanted to concentrate on it .
but how can i ?
i didnt wan to care .
but problems jus keep comin to me .
i need someone to tok to .
someone i can trust .

i love you ; i still do .
get me back to you ;
before its too late .

2006-10-01T21:12:00.000-07:00

spent my night with them ytd (:
peirong ; alan ; en wei ; desmond ; phy ; joselyn ; amy ; andy ; steven ; laoshu ; ben .
din see them for so long liao . hahas .
finally we meet up . miss you all so much !
mus reali go out more often lars .
reached home goin 12 .
actually wanted to stay longer .
but peirong they all wanted to go .
so went home with them .
left andy and fren behindd .
paisehh!
we like pang sehh you all liltat .

todae tuition again .
was late for it .
sorry JAN , make you wait so long .
went to kovan with jan to shop around .
we both saw one jean and we planned to buy it tml (:
hahas , we r like twin lars .
we got e same design of clothes everytime .
jan went home after tat .
kept tinkin of tat pair of shoes i wanted for so long .
so in e endd ?
i went down to hougang and brought it . hahas .
i tink im broke . tml still had to pay for tat jean.
godd; how m i goin to survive with tat pathetic money left ?
lols . nvm . i will go on diet . hahas .
wun need to go schh so earli tml . yeahh .
will be meetin up with jan first to have our breakfast .

some ppl are jus so childish .
grow up pls .

baby;
mayb you might not noe .
it gonna fade away sooner or later .
frm e way you r treatin me ,
im goin crazy .
i tink i had fallen too deep .
mayb its time for me to wake up .
tell me you love me too .
before its too late .

2006-09-27T22:24:00.000-07:00

true fren .
do they still exits ?
in tis kind of world,
only faker exits .
true frens are loyal to you .
they would neber betray you even under any circumstances .
but do i habb one ?
im tired of fakers around me .
sometimes i dunchs even noe whether or not they are fakin infront of me .
im true to my frens .
it jus tat i felt betrayed sometimes .
forget it . drop e subject .
keep sleepin in class .
was tired lars , cant control it .
anyway, im sittin right at e back door .
it wun be easy for teachers to spot me .
hahas .
next week we would start our blog timetable .
woo! and it means endin off early at 12.30 everyday (:
and i wun need to go for amath somemore .
can sleep till late late . haas . yeah.
now teachin my lil bro math .
wa lau . i`ll soon habb mental problem lars .
will vomit blood cann .
repeat e same thing for dunchs noe how many million times and he still at therr gong gong one .
goin crazy soon !

baby ;
you wun noe how much i actually cared.

2006-09-23T02:30:00.000-07:00

i come update le ! hahas .
last few daes was too lazy . haas .
ppl are chasin after me to update .
so here i come (:
got back all our results for prelim.
din do reali well again .
failed my amath;emath;puregeo.
hais . wth . when can i actually pass my emath and geo?
anyway , i dropped my amath .
wasnt up to it .
should concentrate more on my emath.
since i cant even pass it .
got myself another piercin (:
din plan to hab it pierce so soon .
but since honey ask me to ,
i went for it .
wasnt reali pain afterall .
but after tat i kept banging into it
when answerin calls . haas .
so pain cann! hahas .

todae went out with mum .
she wanted to buy her heels .
but in e end she spent 2hundred plus .
becos i tagged along (: hahas .
bought one pair of shoes as well .
but not tat $32.90 heels .
soon i will buy it too . hees.
saw e perfume i wanted at sasa . $5o plus .
but mum bought another one $7o plus .
cos she said tat perfume last longer .
sians . i wan tat one !
it smells so refreshin lors .
got quite a number of things at sasa .
had pepper chicken at plaza .
tasted like heaven . but 7 bucks for one .
hahas . i be broke if i eat it everyday .
saw boon wei . he looked e same after so long . lols .
got home .
ru smsed me .
sayin tat her fren de fren wanted my no.
cute lars her . she din even met him before .
hahas . anyway , it useless .
for e time bein my fone cant be used for outgoins .
so ppl , pls contact me . im bored! lols .
tml tuition :(

HONEYbaby ; imisseuu
:p

howiwishyouweremineforETERNITY.

2006-09-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

skip my tuition again.
hhahas . slack at e shoppin mall.
went back to hougangg .
saw my bro .
funny ; he was studyin. lols .
sians, tml goin schh again .
maybe results comin back .
hais , nervous . lols .
sians sians sians .
saw one pair of shoe at ice lemon teaa .
32.90 . no money , hahas .
i wan lots lots money lars .
everthin olso cannot buy .
damn it .
forget it .

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you .
knew wherr i actually stands in ur heart .
din noe whether i did e right choice .
but since i choose tis way ,
i will walk till e endd .

2006-09-15T09:35:00.000-07:00

finally , e prelim ended .
went home to sleep .
O LEVEL ; its getting even nearer .
hais hais hais !
i tink i`ll be locking myself up someday .
and swtichin off my fone .
tat will prevent me frm gettin out of e house .
which means its books everyday .
hahas . can i ever do tat ?
amazingly ; i wanted to do so .
if i continue goin out ,
i might as well forget abt my Os .
so people ; if i ever do so ,
dunchs miss me . hhahas .

dunchs expect me to look for you .
i wunn .
if you reali caredd ;
you would hab looked for me long ago .
its not tat i dunchs give a damn .
i miss you ; so much .
i jus wan e decent guy .
and not ah bengs .
i dunchs wan someday you got beaten up
and i dunchs even noe .
its ur choice .
you wan to change anot ,
decide it for urself .
iloveyou .

2006-09-15T01:09:00.000-07:00

hist paper was gonee .
i din finish it .
i dunchs even understand wat e hell e qns means .
two qns with e same ans ? damn it cann .
13 marks gone.
tml last paper ; amathh .
ends off at 10 ((:

I HATE ;
I CRIED.
WAT MORE CAN I DO?
how i wish you were mine forever .
i reali dunchs noe wat`s e problem lies btw us.
it seems like quarrels got even more often .
how worried im towards you .
tat tells me how much i cared ;
when i dunchs even knew it .
forget it ; jus end off my life .
it`s easier tis way .

2006-09-13T00:45:00.000-07:00

wat a fuckinn schh .
things olways got stolen .
tis time ish wallets and not fone .
hell ; wat are e teachers doin ?
celebrated JESS birthday .
hhahas , she din noe a thing abt e cakee .
she mus be touchedd (:
all thanks to us! and those who shared e cake .
saw a hello kitty necklace at e bluee .
haas , its so cute lars .
loves it . but i love e price too . lols .
im broke tis week . spend too much .
so gone e necklace . cant buy it .
sad case . blame it on me .
i spend money without goin thru my brain first .
maria`s birthday . 13 sept . after jess . haas .
tml physics paper .
didnt reali had a good sleep tis whole week .
i gonna die soon . say byebye to me .

IM TIRED OF IT ALL .
sometimes i reali dunchs noe wat e fuck you tinkin .
do you reali cared at all ?
at times i might even tink tat i made e wrong choice.
since you can spent hours without contactin me ;
y cant i do e same ? but it wun be hours , its DAYS!
i dunchs caree .
swt tokin are useless to me .
i hate guys who do tat .
frens are olways more impt to you .
fine ; go find ur frens then .
dunchs expect me to treat you well .
NO MORE . YOU WUN CHERISH ANYWAY .

2006-09-11T19:25:00.000-07:00

emath and chem paper today .
no confidence . hais .
dunchs noe le lars .
dunchs wan tink so much anymore.
got home abt 1 plus .
wanted to sleep de .
baby called me and went down plaza insteadd .
was reali too tiredd .
so in bad mood . im sorry .
in e end buay ta hann .
went home and sleep liao .
realised i left my keys with him . hahas .
tml got amath ; geo and eng paper .
god! faint*
later still habb to study amath .
still considerin whether to drop it anot .
mayb see hows e prelim then say lars .
i need motivation!

baby ; sorry for those fuckin attitude i habb.
it jus tat sometimes i dunchs feel like you care at all.
but those attitudes are the way i show my care ;
worried tat i cant hab e time for you .
i might even lose you .
you are my prince now ;
but will i be your princess ?

2006-09-09T02:48:00.000-07:00

went hougangg to miits jann .
saw him and fren .
so walk to mall together .
ate our lunch at foodcourt .
and head off to parkway for tuition .
was abt to rain when tuition ended .
we saw a blouse ; brought it .
e 43 bus smells like hell .
me buay tahan and we got down e bus
jus 2 stops after we board it . hahas .
reached hougangg abt 7 plus .
and he went missin . damn it .
went crazy again .
got down to office insteadd .
settle e monthly report .
went home .

IF YOU R MY PRINCE;
I WILL BE YOUR PRINCESS.
my answer ishh as simple.
woxihuanni.

2006-09-07T03:06:00.000-07:00

wat a fuckin day .
i tink i will go crazy soon .
cabbed home at 123o+
didnt tio kan leis .
funny. tink she havin good mood .
hahas . nvm .
got tuition on fri .
parkwayy again . somemore ish 430 to 600.
so sians . but for my O`s , worth it . haas .
tink i goin sleep liao . its already 3plus.

HONEY BABYY!
I WANNA YOUR PRINCESS (:

2006-09-04T09:41:00.000-07:00

woke up at abt afternoon .
stupid maria bomb me up .
called me dunchs noe how many million times .
somemore fone jus beside me . hell .
nvm , he olways liltat de . wu liao . hahas .
slack at home e whole afternoon .
did my tuition science paper .
went out after tat . hougang .
he snatched my pics! idiot . lol .
go work at abt 7 plus .
stayed in office till 11 plus .
was so busy in my work .
mayb becos eve wasnt here .

he ish my baby! hahas .
you are mine . only mine (:
ilikehimilikehimilikehimilikehimilikehim!
be my prince ; will you ?

2006-09-02T15:21:00.000-07:00

lots of things happened .
so complicatedd .
dunchs even noe wat im doin anymore .
jus wanted a simple life .
but some ppl jus have nth more to do .
reali tired of tis kind of trouble .
let it go ; even its not my fault .
you had changed . reali .
you are not e one i knew anymore .
e way you look at me, all i could see was hatred .
how much it hurts me , you wun noe .
there`s no return anymore .

o1septembero6.
thank you ; xiaoboy .

JH.
should i trust you ?
its hard for me .
y should you be e one tat i fall in .

monday .
decisions have to be made .
im reali lucky to hab you guys (:
thanks for being with me .

o1septembero6.
at carpark. 11.15pm .

2006-08-27T23:38:00.000-07:00

FREEDOM! yeah (:
finally .
reali enjoyed with jan at parkway .
went back to hougang to hunt for her shoes .
and i met him .
well , he wasn`t as bad lookin as i thought . haas .
can even say i was attracted by him . lol .
jus thought tat he seems cute to me .
but another hongster again .
startin prelim tml .
lalalala~ im too slack .
haben finish studyin my ss yet .
gonna pia from now on .
i will make miracle . HAHAS!

I WANNA BE THE PRINCESS OF YOUR LIFE !

2006-08-24T00:25:00.000-07:00

we went to the PLAYGROUND again! hahas .
with JAN and RU (:
reali had great fun . becos i was therr! LOL .
we went crazy . laughin non-stop .
with e stupid sound of the swing . haas .
took lots of photos .
but end up laughin at those photos instead .
LOVE THE TWO OF THEM!
went home at abt 4 somethin .
workin time again . sians lars .
eng extra lesson for tml .
prelims are real near now .
every subjects would be a headache to me .
especially AMATH . hais .
MOTIVATION!
BESTIES!

I LOVE THEM (:

US !

theyKISSEDme!

i decided for a break up .

2006-08-20T22:31:00.000-07:00

ytd woke up at 430 .
all becos of maria .
ask me go meet them eat breakfast .
lol . still say ii neber reach 12 wun wake up .
and ii proved him wrong! hahas .
actually went rivervale plaza mac with dar.
but saw someone and head to kovan meet maria and liang instead.
saw e two of them run to catch e bus .
but still missed it . hahas . funny .
reach kovan mac awhile they jiu reach liao .
stayed therr till abt 7 then accompany them go flag sellin at dhoby.
so lame can , so earli shops also haben open yet .
how will therr be ppl ?
took their cans and slacked till 12 go back return . haas .
derek was such a funny guy . haas .
went home after tat to bath .
meet dar and maria to study at compass .
maria brought two birds . wu liao! lol .

todae went for tuition again .
bought one top and belt at S&K .

dar told me todae tat the bitchy *** was tokin rubbish again .
well, she still small . tinkin not mature yet .
the words she speaks dunchs go thru her brain .
if she tinks that we are wasting her time and too noisy ,
she can choose not to take e bus .
she can fly instead .
and her voice, omg . faint*
"baby~" hahas!
stop acting cute pls , you r not up to standard yet .
LOL . and stop mumbling behind us .
not happy jus say . dunchs be a coward .
dunchs force me to say anythin sarcastic infront of you .
fuck off pls .

maria the elephant . LOL !
PIGS ARE CUTE (:

2006-08-19T00:18:00.000-07:00

did e emath paper .
realise ii din noe how to do quite alot of qns .
dissapointing .
reali tryin very hard to study lors .
everyday so late then sleep .
started to like studyin in office after work .
even thought its olways late .
todae was so stupid lars .
dancing chacha with ru on e way home .
LOL. so xia sway lars . heng nobody saw us .
hahas .
went to work .
maria kept tokin rubbish to me . haas .
want me to meet them at 5am go eat breakfast .
ii thought he`s havin fever at first . hahas .
he own me 1o bubbleteas!
he gonna return me one tml if ii go =p

jus pretend that you neber once had it all .

2006-08-17T01:15:00.000-07:00

kept falling asleep in class todae .
force myself to concentrate .
in e end, ii gave up .
ii slept thru e lessons .
tat ZHONG GUO REN dunchs wan help me buy bubbletea .
so went to hougangg mall with jan to buy .
go back schh to do our history stuffs .
stayed all e way in dar`s class .
finished everythin at abt 5 plus .
reali tiredd at tat time .
and got home, eve texted me tat she will be late tonight .
wanted me to take over her shift .
godd, and ii rush down without havin my dinner .
pathetic ehhs ? no choice .
starved myself till 11.30 then left office .
realised ii was left with no dinner :(
nvm , im used to skippin meals anyway .
tml gonna habb my eng oral .
but ii still hab tis fuckin ulcer in my mouth .
how m ii goin to speak properly ?
forget it .

16/o4/o6 .
4TH MONTH (:
thanks for everything .
you made a difference to my life .
but some things jus cant be forced .
give me time , im sorry .
make me love you more .
FOR YOU ; I WILL .

2006-08-16T00:04:00.000-07:00

O`s, O`s and O`s .
STRESS .
im still slackin .
not tat ii dunchs wanna study .
im jus tiredd of it .
went off to play badminton after schh .
wasnt in e mood for science lesson anyway .
e guys booked e court at sports hall .
at least ii enjoyed myself after so much studyin .
heard one stupid funny thingy todae .
set me off laughin like hell . hahas .
wat a BIG joke .
ehhs bitchh, look into e mirror before sayin all tat can ?
then if you tink you r beautiful,
why dunchs you take a look at ruhua?
ii tink she`s better .

2006-08-14T00:20:00.000-07:00

went to watch fireworks ytdd .
beautiful (:
it was so nice .
might be becos it was e last day .
ii love e green one . hahas .
but therr was so many ppl lars .
like ants liltat . LOL .
reached home late too .
and had to go for tuition today . hell .
cant wake up in e mornin . haas .
tuition was boring ~
ii dunchs understandd e mole concept at all .
who can help me ? hais .
we all went hougang mall after tat .
jan wanted to buy her shorts .
ate my lunch or mayb dinner at rivervale mall .
and ii saw a funny boy .
he was lame can .
cant stop laughing . haas .
bought bubbletea home for mum or mayb my bro instead .
cos he drank it before my mum came home . lol .
saw e pair of shoes ii wanted today .
y cant ii hab unlimted money ?
then ii could spent like hell! wahahahas!
stop dreamin .

BOI ; IM SORRY .

2006-08-12T01:15:00.000-07:00

SADDNESS ?
DISSAPOINTMENT ?
well , its all craps now .
its useless .
no matter wat , ii swear .
ii wun give up for A1 .
was so angry with myself .
worked so hard for it but only left me with more dissapointment .
cant understand wat went wrong tis time .
might be my compo then .
forget it .
went compass with jan .
brought sushi home .
slept all e way till 9 plus .
maria keep callin my fone lars .
irritating! LOL . switched off my fone =p

give me the determination ii need .
the confidence ii once had .

2006-08-10T08:23:00.000-07:00

went to watch TOKYO DRIFT with ru .
cool lars ! hahas .
ii love the place man .
gonna migrate to therr one day (:
the cars were damn hot .
worth watching .
had pizza for lunchh .
when did tat bowl of soup actually became so small?
and tat pan of hawaiian pizza too .
walked around in heeren .
tinkin of wat to wear durin prom night .
hahas , way too earli .
but so ? we like it . lols .
took neoprints . nice nice .
hees . so long neber take liao .
still hab to go for work , god .
so left town at around 7 .
anyway , ii enjoyed myself today ((:
10082006.

lovesUS(:

CINx and RUx.

thePRINCESSES .

2006-08-09T01:51:00.000-07:00

celebrated national day.
ended at around 10.
bored, too earli to go anywherr.
so went hougang mall .
after tat went to playground with ru .
LOL . so stupidd .
we are one banana and one apple . hahas .
had so much fun therr .
we played e see saw and ru keep hangin on e top .
hahas . cos im heavy (:
went home after tat .
was msgin half way and ii fall asleep again .
hahas . ii was tiredd lars .
go off to work at 730 .
reached home at 10 plus .

why am ii here ?
cos ii wasnt there .
hahas!

2006-08-06T23:42:00.000-07:00

be my guy, will you?

2006-08-05T01:16:00.000-07:00

borin borin borin .
whole day at home .
when did ii actually went out e last time?
decades ago.
im turnin into a nerdd SOON.
did my math paper .
and gonna do my journal later .
so different frm last time de CINDY ehhs?
hahas . ii changedd (:
watched chenyi, deng dai de MTV.
romantic! chen yi damn shuai lars .
watched SUPERband too .
milubing was so power lars . hahas .
tuition for tml .
thought of quittin it .
quite a waste of time anyway .
goin to parkway only for one damn tuition.
insane . lols .

im sorry .
ii thought ii would forget.
but time proved tat ii jus cant .
forgivee me . ii cant be so selfishh .
give me up .
zeroFOUR.

2006-08-03T11:13:00.000-07:00

well , its late now .
and im still at my workin office.
todae after schh tat eng course was cancelled.
everyone was overjoyedd (:
went home straight after tat.
was tiredd lars .
but in e end olso neber sleep .
watched e vcd from jan .
was damn funny lars . hahas .
head off to work then .
actually only till 1030.
but did my math paper, till now .
didnt finish after all . lols .

whatever ; ii dunchs wanna care anymore .
do whatever you wan .
you are OUT OF MY WAY.

2006-08-02T11:29:00.000-07:00

jus reached home from work .
so tired can .
tis guy wanted my no.
damn stupid.
anw, e journey home was so scary .
so dark lars . ok, i admit it was real late . lols .
tml still got history test .
only read thru it .
eng course for tml , 530 again.
somemore goin for work still . tians.
ii will fall dead one day.

baby ; take me away .

2006-08-01T00:50:00.000-07:00

played hide n seek durin pe .
hahas . im still young (:
was runnin around e blocks like madd gers .
lols . it was fun after all .
skippedd science after schh .
went home to rush my ss homework .
before headin out for work .

be my guy , will you ?

2006-07-29T14:33:00.000-07:00

hell , those two fuckin ulcers are makin me crazy .
cant eat and cant even tok ! tians .
got my SHE cd ytdd (:
was overjoyedd. hahas .
sat ish so boring lars .
got millions of homework to finish .
sec 4 lifes are liltat ? damn .
one month to go for prelims .
god , so stress .
ii need motivation .

saveme , im dying .

2006-07-28T23:40:00.000-07:00

somehow its worth e tears after all .
at least now we noe tat we actually caredd for each other.
had been sistax for so long .
its e first time ii ever shoutedd at you .
okays , im sorry.
and iloveyou , ger.

2006-07-27T15:30:00.000-07:00

thePRINCE and thePRINCESS .
fuck it .
it`s all fairy tales which neber come true .

2006-07-27T14:30:00.000-07:00

skipped schh today .
was late in e mornin .
so decidedd not to go (:
was rottin at home till now .
gonna study my amath after tis .
goin for work tonight . sians .

baby; promises are meant to be broken?
no way m ii goin to believe anymore .

2006-07-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

tryin so hard to concentrate in class lars .
keep fallin asleep .
dunchs noe y ii jus cant focus .
cant stand tat WU POPO aniimore .
her voice ish so damn irritating .
ii bet her kids would be suffering like hell .
did tat math mock exam till ii wan sleep .
so long . 2 hrs . tians!
went home and sleep .
pigs . hahas .

you neber noe when you hurts me .
ii choose to remain slient .
mayb e pain will jus goes off .

2006-07-23T21:00:00.000-07:00

tuition at parkwayy .
saw e bags ii wan .
so nice cann .
was fun when comin back .
jan and liang go home first .
went to compass with dar.
return storybooks and got home after tat .
goshh . im slacking too muchh .
need to buck up le lars .
my results are goin frm bad to worst .
tians! wanted to sleep when ii see books .
STUDY!
hold on to me.

2006-07-21T10:10:00.000-07:00

celebratedd racial harmony.
hadd our normal lessons .
was moody for e whole mornin.
becos of some reasons .
went to mall with darlinqq ; frens.
MARIA ish gettin more like ahbeng. hahas .
had ss remedial lesson at 230.
hate tat ss teacher.
wan shoot me jiu shoot lars .
y need beat aroundd e bushh .
anyway ; ii dunchs give a damn to wat you say.
went compass with ru and jan .
brought new earings .
was crazy inn e toilet . pics again , LOL.
had dinner with darlinqq .
reach home at abt 9 . tiredd.

you brighten up my day (:
ii noe ii lovee you .

jan.ru.me` tts us .

im madd .

2006-07-21T09:47:00.000-07:00

pictures taken on
" BE URSELF " day .

me andd jess.

jan and me.

daniel and me.

2006-07-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

no uniform for todae (:
but feel so werid walkin in e street.
the atmosphere in schh more worst .
had fun with e coloured wax .
orange , green , blue , etc .
made my hair green . so style ok . haas .
took a few photos with frens .
but ii cant load it into my com .
nvm , next time ii will post it .
had to stay till 530 for stupid eng course.
went home and rest before goin off for work.
tml im goin to wear uni.
who would wan to dress up for racial harmony .
wearin qipao would be like walkin zombies . lols .
wasnt in a good mood todae .
gonna sleep and forgets everything .

MARIA ; thanks for e concern . we will be alright .

baby ; do you noe how hardd it is to make this decision?
but for now , studies are more important .
can you understand my reasons ?
tears jus went down when ii said those words .
but ii noe ii had to do it .
you jus dunchs understand me at all .
all ii needed ish TRUST .

2006-07-18T07:15:00.000-07:00

baby ; ii love you .

2006-07-17T06:30:00.000-07:00

almost late for schh .
woke up at 7 .
rushing like hell .
had O`lvl listening compre .
the radio was like shit .
went hougang mall with the gerls .
andd got home after tat .
tok in msn .
halfway tokinn to mingzhanqq ii fall asleep .
too tiredd maybe .
skipped dinner .
the food sux .
tml got ss test .
study study study!
no more slackinn .

im completely stress out.
ii cant take it anymore.
things are happening too fast.
falling apart-

2006-07-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

did both amath n` emath todayy .
almost die doin e sums .
only finish emath .
amath wan like OMG.
makin me INSANE .
din go for my tuition .
dunchs habb e moodd .
stay in mac insteadd .
went home after tat .
tiredd*

why do you still wan me to admit .
you are bein cruel .
all ii wanted ish to forget .
ii hate e way you tok to me .
and you tink its not a problem .
then fine .
tts it -

2006-07-15T05:11:00.000-07:00

finally ii created tis blog .
thx mingzhanqq ((:

12 july .
ii jus couldd not accept the fact .
the way you tok to me .
ii did not cry becos of somethin ii did not do .
but becos of the way you accusedd me .
no one understands the pain .
it hurts to see you cry .
ii HATE her .

anyway ,
ii will forget this whole incident .
and perhaps even you .